My unspoken love for you
My heart bleeds at the thought of your denial
Your lack of compassion
It’s like your lashing
Lashing out against the wonders of the world unspoken
Why can’t you trust me with your heart?
Don’t you see my fascade of strength keeps falling apart
Every time I see you, every time I call you
No one has ever put me in such an emotional trance
One word from you could have me skipping up in down the street eating a lollipop and singing a happy tune
One word from you could send me to a depression so steep my mind, body, and soul won’t even speak
You’ve hooked me in, with your dirty spell casted
I hate that I love you so
I steady deny
And hold my lips tight
Pushing back the tears or leering looks of desire
In an attempt to be as cold as you
Ruthless
That’s what they call you
Glass
That’s what fits you
I see right through you
Your strength is just as flawed as mine
Your heart is as kind as mine
But your mind won’t allow you to expose yourself
So you steady dispose yourself
As I slowly cry out in rage
Crawling on my knees hoping and praying
That one day, I’d read from your lips
Those sweet three words that I myself feel
Say it
Say it
Baby please say it
……I.
-@MsJaneThang
@MsJaneThang is actually Kristen Hayman, the founder of Jane Thang Productions, LLC. She is a Strong, Empowered & Classy young woman that writes poetry and stories that speak to the heart.