Scared of Being Dumb Again
A kiss is more than a kiss
When there is love behind it
How could you not feel it?
The feelings you had
How could you kill it?
My eyes are burning
From the salty tears
That rage within my eyelids
Fighting to keep from falling
Sharp pains in my chest
Causing stress to my stomach
Breaking down
Sobbing in my pillow
This is what it feels like to be completely heart broken
Dizzy spells
Thoughts running in and out
Blaming you
Blaming me
Angry
To finally trust someone enough to fall
And to not be caught makes it very hard
For the next time
I don’t want to be numb
Yet I don’t want to feel this again
But I don’t want to reject the one that won’t reject me
So what shall I become?
Scared of being dumb
Again
I’m so scared of being dumb again
(This Poem is dedicated to anyone that has ever considered giving up on love after taking a leap of faith and falling on your face. God Bless and keep your head up. Take away your lesson and learn from it. Move on, be happy and love despite your fears. Don’t be afraid to love again.)
-@MsJaneThang
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@MsJaneThang is actually Kristen Hayman, the founder of Jane Thang Productions, LLC. She is a Strong, Empowered & Classy young woman that writes poetry and stories that speak to the heart.
